Diary Excerpt

I finally was able to open my diary after months and months of not writing in it. The keys are still MIA, but I suppose a hair clip will do just fine.

Here goes...sorry guys. Nothing too juicy here!

"Wow! It's been forever since I wrote in here. Oh how the little things used to amuse me. I've noticed that I've been called fickle, but I never believed them until now. High school's been over for quite a while and college is well engraved into my schedule. I'm disappointed that I currently feel content with my life. I feel as though I've settled for mediocre results. Since my last entry, I've gotten two new jobs, am no longer hanging out with Eric, and have acquired a new perspective on life. Often times, I now wonder if I'll really follow through on all I've dreamed of. My gut instinct says that I will, so I'll just have to wait and see. I fear failure in life. I cannot become what some of my friends have. My disappointment in some of them has become a motivation to always succeed in all I do. I will be an exception to the statistics. I will not become a loser. Besides all of that, I'm still feeling pretty dull and lifeless. I suppose it's time to pick up where I left myself and keep striving for what I want and what I deserve."

<3miss chelle



My diary was a b-day present from my best friend, Sophie.