This is Me: Motivated for Success. Leavin' Extra Baggage Behind.

These last few days, I've been prone to irritation, moodiness, and anger. The basis of my anger?? Laziness. Whining. Self-pity. Selfishness. Those are only a few things that I can't really put up with. In my own mind, I thought people grow out of this stage of life. Apparently not. I fumed. I bitched. I questioned my own decisions in friends. After a little bit of the time consuming thoughts of what losers I used to hang out with, I decided to just continue what I'm doing now. Racing for success and leaving behind all baggage. I'm looking for a 3rd job to take up my free time. I have so much potential productivity time now. Time to use it!

Besides that, not much is new. I'm relaxing with my new semester. I have all online classes, I work, and I hang out with friends. College is chill. So far, easier than high school. I'm eating lots of yummy food!! It's horrible, I'm beginning to feel it in my gut. Gotta start working out again.

Someone once told me that getting a haircut means a step forward into a new life. I'm not quite sure if he's totally serious, or even true for that matter, but I did get a haircut. I hacked off about 3 inches. It was all dead ends....no way can I cut my hair super short...I slightly regret not maintaining my hair while it was long.

Hmms...that's about it for now. I had initially planned on this blog being much longer about how mad I got at my own peers for saying that my standards are "too high" and that my "expectations are unfair". Whatever. I'm over it. My standards aren't that high. My expectations are reasonable. I do not demand what I cannot give myself. I came to the conclusion that people need more time to grow up and that anger shouldn't consume me for their stupidity.

<3miss chelle